aimers1234

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Wed, 25 Aug 2004 21:15:31 GMT

Why?

What was it you said?

Why did you have to go?

The time without you

Passes by so slow

I remember your favorite color

And you favorite song

I remember all the laughter

And all the things we did wrong

I remember the playful times

And how much fun we had

Still remembering

The good times and the bad

I remember how you would call

And we’d talk all night

How if something was wrong

You made it right

How being your friend

Was something I loved to do

Because you were nice

And so very true

I remember how you would listen

When I’d talk to you

And how talking to you

Was to easy for me to do

Now your voice is getting fainter

And it seems so far away

It grows farther and farther

Each and every day

See, I think about all out memories

As they run through my head

The come one after another

As I lie awake in bed

Everyday I want to wake up

And see you special face

But all I see

Is this very empty space

See you left me here lying

A piece of my dying everyday

This feeling inside of me

Just wont go away

Now that your gone

I don’t know what to say

I wish it was like the old days

When we would sit around and play

I can’t accept the fact

That you’re not here no more

I want it how it was

The way it was before

I never wanted

To have to say good bye

But I have one last question

Why?

BINGO

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 19:06:50 GMT

Ok so my brother left yesterday which sucks but he's coming back to watch me when school starts because my mom and dad are having their 25th anniversery so it'll be nice seeing him during school and he went to TOHS so I bet he can tell me which teachers suck apparently there is some guy he had named Mr. Dick who was .... well a dick but he's probably retired by now. I'm going to orientation tommorrow and dang I really wish they gave us our schedules then and I really wish it wasn't so early....I've been waking up at like 10:00 everyday and now I haveta wake up at like what 6:00 so I can get ready and w/e. My mom went to Bingo 2 days ago and yesterday she came back at 11:00 am she didn't even sleep or anything she's leaving today also...I swear I like don't have a family my brother lives in San Diego my dad lives in San Jose and my mom lives here with me but she always goes to Bingo or acting class she was going to try out for a play yesterday but I convinced her not to :D. I haven't even gotten anything for school so I don't have clothes or like a backpack and my mom keeps saying she'll take me shopping and that it's ok that we have a week left b4 school starts and everything but wow I feel so not prepared.

Back from San Jose

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 06:14:00 GMT

Alright so a lot has happened actually I went to San Jose (6 hours away by car BLEH)
and saw my dad went to a few amusement parks took a few pictures got a call from someone and I can't decide if I should call back I'm hanging out with my brother and my mom is at Bingo. WoW I guess that's all alright so that's not a lot O WAIT and I get to go to MAgic Mountain with my friend Sofie this weekend and we're gonna go on the bungee :) I CANT wait it's gonna be so much fun! O I got a haircut a while back I miss my long layered hair ya it's a little past my shoulders and I have bangs and my part is FINALLY center lol o and it's NOT layered anymore. I'm 5'9 now w/out shoes I didn't grow that much this summer I guess. I'm TRYING to learn to play the guitar but it's not really working out.

Quiz

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 03:12:43 GMT

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression of me?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your lj and see what I say about you?

San Jose....

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 01:31:05 GMT

So Shawna just left a little while ago and we had SO much fun. We played Warioworld and got really frusterated with it. I'm waiting for a letter that I STILL haven't gotten and it's been like 8 days since I sent my letter....normally ppl reply right?

I have to decide if I want to spend the weekend with my brother playing video games and hanging out with my friends or with my parents in San Jose and get to go on rollercoasters and hang out with my Dad's Boss's daughter who is also 13....I dunno I like rollercoasters but I hate meeting new ppl.